“Oh!”

Red, gold and green, it seems as if Reese’s is in the African spirit. I can’t go where the hurt is. Nothing like when they want you but play with you, like fight for me. It’s like the world is on fire and I’m floating upside down in the air. I have to shoot out, all the stuff I’ve done before. You know where the hurt is. Wrap my weed like a surgeon. Speak of Jesus Christ like a Christian, but I don’t work with the same code. Everyone could contest, when someone’s upset sometimes this is all you get. One thing about a phone call when you hear, “your call has been forwarded to an automatic voicemail system.” The only person who should’ve known my pain is me and Christ but nothing could shut up these demon voices. I wish poverty was 0(zero) in my lane. And I was the first to do it in my name. Becoming a Senior (Sr.) so I have to put respect on my name even if I’m speaking too much. Who really gives a, Fuck! Something’s impossible, yet still you’ve made it possible Lord. If they think of you as God, they don’t know you yet. I’ve never been so strong before. I know my life and my mind, I also know He protects His people. Don’t believe you can cash in on likes until social media showed me wrong. Even though they do the unspeakable for fame. How long will we be lost, how long? I live a bored life but I’m not a boring person. John should know I’ve been suffering for a long time. No lights nor breaks when it comes to writing that’s when I’m retired. Royalty will be happier than a rainbow. Who but Christ is my idol, judge me if you want. Who is going to disturb me as if they’re perfect? I’m not living to please people. It’s a lot of dead wishes to live. My heart is not dread but I’m Rasta rooted. To all my families and friends I’m sorry for when I didn’t need to while I was carrying as if I was pregnant. What’s the sense of waiting for the lights to go out before seeking your options? No antics but I will have to inscribe something in writing to a book. When will we know our friends from the foe? Now! Father let us know, please don’t fret. I’m thinking of life above everything else, but unfortunately it’s not wireless. Some don’t have to rate me, the amount of hatred. Please Lord show me just before my life is over. I wish I had moves like Jackie or Chuck Norris. Never had tricks like McGvyer, knowledge of God is more important. So now I wait for the day. Live a little, read a little, write a little and go on to enjoy life because things will soon be fine. Don’t let the feelings of frustration cause you to have to do hard times. That would be pure sanity because Christ isn’t all mine. *Exousia*