“Damage”

We go through so many deep rooted issues that are so min-nute, but it’s reason being for a lot of our mental health issues. Especially when it comes to families, friends and people close to you. Sick in my head but in my right frame of mind. Trying to survive from past to future times. No felony, misdemeanor, no more crime. Started writing late but steadily increasing my prime. Never wrote a song but it wasn’t because of the rhyme. Everything good, all happens in Christ time. Thank God to show me, who is who. Now knowing how it feels to be without families and friends. Seen dogs refusing certain foods. Remembering days without anything at all; nights left sleeplessly. Listening beats, saying my name:Royal… Never yet drove in a Bronco. Sometimes I just have to say, why wouldn’t I feel great to bloodcleet. So now I’m writing my life in letters. What’s the definition of human kind? The best thing in life is to have no rivals. What’s going to make me into a better writer? Who will it benefit? What will I be treasured? I wish I could do everything in a New York minute. Never wondered, why does the world work like this? Realizing that my mobile data is computing constantly, correcting my verbrages. Feeling as if I’m CNN – televising attitudes and behavioral in people. I’m still at the gate, waiting on my bust. No flight lately but I’ve been traveling by, train-in and bus. Amount of some who have sold me out to God knows. So try not to ask me what a liar is. It’s not my responsibility just as my privacy? It hurts so much, when they pretend to like you. Can’t go back like the moonwalk. So I have to let go. Don’t wish to know what captivity feels like. But confinement in the military wasn’t too hard. I’ve been smart since primary school even without the written portion of the school work. I’m getting tired of asking for help and begging, no laughing! If it wasn’t for heaven on Earth then I would’ve been a gunman. But I’ve tapped into my spirituality, connection with Metatron is too strong. No more questions. Peace, love, hope, faith, wish and prayers are all my blessings. Furthermore where I can’t manage, I have to call on My Lord… For a long time I haven’t had a long decent conversation with The Lord. If I keep putting it off till tomorrow. Then I’ll never get around to it. I don’t want to cause my heart to arrest. But it’s been so long since I’ve been off their medication they’ve told me never to stop taking. I’ve died so often but my life is progressingly slipping away. All bodily functions change accordingly to The Master’s plan. Can’t afford to live loose, sorry for your pain and sorrow. Loving to go back and learn to play the piano. I would love to have passion with an Albino and a Dwarf female before my passing day. Doubt if my younger cousin Cairo even remembers me. To every youth please remember, life is too hard to lose it easily. You are the future, please believe it! Even if they consider you a class clown. Keep your head up, and balance your frown and smile. Act like a GT-Sedan. Not like an old car, ” Damage.” *Exousia*