“Special Request” – keeping strong, life is not guaranteed. What’s my goals, dreams, aspirations and directions in life? Let’s pause humanitarian to stop spread love everywhere? And that sunlight look in your eyes, just give me the knife… Thy Lord is always within and encircle, mankind! Don’t ask why he transformed days into nights. When I envision an aesthetic sunset the rays feels as if, it’s pretty wings from above. Which alone calms my vile temperment from the wrongs I’ve besieged. “Sade” –repair the soul and heal the spirit (realizations). Doesn’t carry hatred as in the scent of lillies.

“Special Request” – turn down these voices in my mind. I can’t make you love me, if you don’t. When I closed mine eyes, it’s the holiness inside. I feel the power. yes I do! Just as, “The Legendary, Prince”. – Bedroom & Church”. Asking questions, tell me no lies! I gave half the chance, at prosperity. But now I’m tired of poor, life! Should’ve took My Father’s (Thy Lord) advice when he said: “invest in gold.”

“Special Request” – “Cierra tu gran boca!” To some, I say; to others keep doing your best and hold the faith. There shouldn’t be, any segregated feelings between us. So I pray day and night to The Man, who can make it right. Because my love is, lasting! Ritz wasn’t wrong to tried to take me away. This is just a joke from Royal to Ritz. When the wind is right, it’ll carry me away. Just you wait and see, soon I will be free as Christopher Cross. Find, serenity. Do you believe in me?

“Special Request” – In all honesty, I’ve had fantasies of being with a few R&B female singers such as: Sade, MJB, etc. and Her. Oh, what a lovely day(In my Bill Withers voice). But it seems impossible, then someone other than me? At the end, just know when I speak my mind: “it’s words that slips out, but didn’t slip my thoughts.” I wonder what would happen and what joy it would bring. I’ll make you feel like Anita Baker: “Whatever it takes to make you happy’; ‘whatever it takes to make you smile’; ‘make you feel like you never before’; ‘heal all your pain, never hurt no more’; ‘ whatever it takes to make you feel good.” *Exousia*

"Chorus" - Jahovah is who I've always looked up to ... He's always been true to me... I don't sleep because I've never dosed off... Jesus is all I need baby... I spoke my peace, so leave if you wish to leave... when I'm praying in the middle of the streets, I'm on one knees baby... not because I'm spiritual still don't like to speak, rather be silent to observe... 

On the edge of the bed is fair in the game because this “song” is like music to your nose. tired of hearing these little sweet little lines… Doc switched up my mental illness from psychosis to schizophrenia, yet still no remedies… it’s been over years since I’ve stopped taking heart pills… Tupac would say: that he care if no one else’s do; we’ll have a race a babies who’ll hate the ladies; keep yuh head up!…Jehovah is who I’ve always looked up to … He’s always been true to me… I don’t sleep because I’ve never dosed off… Jesus is all I need baby… I spoke my peace, so leave if you wish to leave… when I’m praying in the middle of the streets, I’m on one knees baby… not because I’m spiritual still don’t like to speak, rather be silent to observe…

Why am I sad… no man wants to live, life alone… but sometimes I’m not even sure what love’s, about now… take me back to the maker, back in the oven till I’m golden brown… not another hour but this minute, baker…. Lord it’s all in your grace, all pain and suffering…life is a quick sand and it’s hard to find a rope… if I was suicidal, I’ll already done slit my throat…I’ll still speak the true and give blys till I die…

“Chorus” –

Even while I’m not buying sneakers all through the year, there’s conspiracy claiming I’m, nefarious… due because some nefarious one’s are intimidated by us… for more than vicennial I’v been practicing honor and honesty while Jah provided the bread … now I’m willing and able to treat people right… is it the love, that I’ve felt from Jesus Christ? All this sadness got me feeling this way… Is this the end? Love and treat me right…

“Chorus” –

“You don’t need to be another, story!” *Exousia*

“Life’s Path” – My brain overloaded, and stressed for days. Some and when I say some: I meant, most people don’t have an honor/ honest system. These are the days when they’re no dry snitches anymore. Dawn the days of these wet ocean floor snitches. How comes, you’re a piscean without The month of March? For years, I’ve shed tears of puddles turned into rivers. Living within a world where I was created, early! Henceforth: “The Little Golden One”; just as Jesus Christ walked Ephraim before us(Some, humans), I’m Walking Ephraim before my peers(Prophet & Prophetess). I’ve realized how spiritual I am, after finding myself spinning in circles while showering. My only wish at the time was, dreaming of taking a warm bath in a tub. Royal: derived from Jesus Christ’s Royalty. So… when Mr./Sir Holness pastor friends, naming me as: Jesus Christ’s unwanted bastard child, still it’s ok.

“Life’s Path” – Even with the knowledge of me being created to be alone. My human selfishness, hates being lonely. And still I’m standing by, myself! But we’re never really alone, it’s just that he’s not visible to the human eyes. Just thinking to myself and greatful for his gifts, wrapped with warm embraces. If you’re going to make noise, create it with art. My writings are my noises, these are my arts and I’m no artist.

“Life’s Path” – if I open my heart, will you understand where you belong? Who have paved the road, for my needs? Whose going to do some good deeds? Are, we miles from reality? Why, all these questions? Checks and balances! We still faces each day, whatever comes our way. “Life’s Path” – [Karma] if I take a life, I’ll die almost immediately! That’s my Karma, to each his own. Strangest desires makes you feel foolish and loose. Similar to Chris Isaak: Wicked games they played made me fell in love, with Thy Lord. What would it feel like, if no one was in love with no one? Animals are dumb and can understand when you call them: eg. say “let’s go birds” see what the pigeons do? Why should I keep my visions and dreams to, myself? Who likes to be dearth in this days and age? Noone! *Exousia*

“Black Thoughts” – After sustaining all these injuries, it’s no longer proper to sleep on my side. Which is safe to say, life will never be the same again. It’s been more than vicennial since, I’ve worn “Loving”- (Fila- love, respect and kindness to self and others.): Was my calling, just didn’t open the door when it had a crack halfway. It was my calling just wasn’t patient to adhere to; it was my calling just couldn’t find the right words at the right time to express self. Like I’ve never had my heart torn wide open. It was my calling, but I’ve missed the call when the phone rang.Like I’ve never cried before. It was my calling, if I knew what a niche was. Sometimes I’ll be great speaking in freestyle a poem or story but later on, forgotten the whole process. What I’ve been complaining about Jamaica, West indese was probably the same thing done to Princess Diana’s driver. That caused her life. Honestly, I’ve fought tooth and nail of how impeccable my spelling abilities were. But my mathematics was way less than 1\2 the equation of a pie greater than, the circumference of truth. Unconditional love, is scarce. My grandma, Miriamnet Lindsay2 always said: “you’re going to be late for your own funeral.” Now it all makes sense. Replacing The Prophet with AI. After they’ve killed me, as The Prophet’s Manual stated: “I’ll be left in the streets for 3 days.”

“Black Thoughts” – What’s limits or fears? When I’m here to learn and teach(learnedness)the whole nation. Been working lately with a nutritionist: nutrients not nutriments; supplements not supplegens. Even James J Peters Veterans Administration Pharmacist has rizz: “NUT URE”. Prescriptions ready! Some comes from the bathroom without washing their hands but some goes to the bathroom to wash their hands. Trauma can cause memory losses to the point of you, changing your first name unknowingly. From 1 through the whole wide world,Thy Lord made me apart of his: “Master’s Plan(MP)!” There’s always hatred remarks regarding the way my story is shared: which is fround upon as if not that, of importance. Sometimes it’s so much mental intrusion and controversy, from some whom evidently: “Don’t know how to, mind their business!” After taking a picture with my mentor and Sean ” P-Diddy”Combs, it seems as if he got more famous than he was. LoL! Speaking within my philosophical limitations to a mad man, resume by disrespect and disregards. Whenever it gets to this point I’m turning up my spiritual chants.

Jehovah-Raah (the Lord my Shepherd) …
Jehovah-Jireh (the Lord my Provider) …
Jehovah-Shalom (the Lord my Peace) …
Jehovah-Rophe. (the Lord my healer)… Jehovah -Shammah (the Lord is there)… Jehovah -Rohi. (God our Shepherd)…

“Black Thoughts” –The Prophet Manual stated that I was created to make his praise glorious. (One- hundred and forty- four thousand babies)-Prophet’s and Prophetesses will survive by the Mercy of Thy Lord. Once The Golden Flaming Chariot(The Sun/Thy Lord) hits Ephraim on doomsday. That’s how the world will restart, with those babies.(The longest liver will live to tell and will understand the languages of the 3rd heaven’s). When chants became, choruses. While the world is upside down, I’m standing upright still. After doing dirt(wrong) without getting caught, red handed? There’ll always be hatred amongst some within the mire. Whenever you stick your hands to the side, the wind(Ritz) starts to blow or picked up speed. The Golden Flaming Chariot was the first vehicle ever made, but Mercedes Benz paid goggle for that spot? Praying and hoping not to be cast away within the pits of darkness comes judgement day, by Joshua, Yahweh, The Savior, Thy Lord, Jesus Christ, Almighty, Jah!In Conclusion, the world will end and began within 3 days. *Exousia*

“Distress” – How ironic of fate to seal my soul with people’s business. Why is it that one man can’t carry the world, but it takes that one man’s life to ruin the earth?(Faith)Epoch! At times there’s a pressure built-in system that enforces me to do the right thing through the best of my abilities. It never occurred to me that I’ll be whispering to people because I’m exhausted of speaking with some. Need I, “Distress” – these are the times; The Days Of Our Lord Era(DOLE), where he’ll return to Ephraim and rule as “King Of The Universe.”

“Distress” –wondering thoughts of the reasons being: still traveling by public transportation while being this spiritual is treasurous. Vanity has made this world look so beautiful with money. Now any form of relationship comes with a cost sometimes prices so high, it’s non-negotiable. “Distress” – most of the obvious has never been so clearer than some’s main intentions while thus, judging you. I’m the prime factors within Anxiety, Sorrow and Pain(ASP). Speaking of , “Distress.”

“Distress” –woke up 4 am at dawn this morning. Listened to the complaints of some to realize it’s lack the quality substance. Now I got a psychiatrist to gripe and complain to. Since I’ve been turning the pages of The Prophet’s Manual for counseling? I’m already knowing the outcome of my therapist and psychiatrist visits, lonesome! Self, what’s the purpose for my visits still? “Distress” – would the clock mattered, if time didn’t exist? Why do I still see a therapist?How can you achieve, sophistication without a degree while being driven deranged via violent ways? It’s not hard to determine: who to be scared of, when Thy Lord touches you from the 3rd heaven’s with just a leaf drop. Even though I’ll never be what Jesus Christ wanted me to be, his fire is keeping me alive! (Inspired by Johnathan Roy) *Exousia*

“Rizz” –Got distracted @ 2:40 P.M. eat and smoked till 5:15 P.M. fell asleep until 9:03 P.M. How does it feel, when everyone sold you out? “They’ll love you today then hate you tomorrow.” Don’t ask about the white or grey line, apply charm even while they’re showing fake love. If I can,“Rizz” my way to The 3rd. Heaven’s then I’ll be there! Thy Lord, will just have to admire my plea towards Peace on, Ephraim! Not too sure, what he(Jesus Christ)did to my heart? The amount of 335 soldiers killed for the duration of The Israel war in Gaza over religious beliefs, sickening! My beliefs are of spirituality, earth, universe and words and wisdom of Jesus Christ, Joshua as some known him has. If we must know he went by many names. Reminiscing when, mi(I) used to help feed the animals as if, living on a farm; tieing up, all goats! Be more human! (Reebok)

“Rizz” – If you knew me by now? You’ll say, I’m boring because I don’t even hang out anymore. Main reason, I’ll end up spending money I don’t have. What’s the point of looking up to famous people’s teachings while most of us brothers and sisters poor and still naked? Hope to live and become a centurion. Although, nothing is promising! Even though they’ve slowed me down, I’m not stopping. My heart can’t replace with battery. Still, hoping, praying, wishing and holding on to my faith. It’s a one of a kind ecstatic experience to gaze upon Thy Lord, Jesus Christ and Metatron. Real knows, only the real! “Rizz”

“Rizz” – giving thanks, the real way and keep on praying! Although my journey consist of, not knowing what a friendship really feels like in a real life. I have to give thanks to some whom, I’ve came along to meet recently. Now “I’m living because I was born, but I wasn’t born to live.” (Vershon). I’m sure, the world’s playing mind games with my dome. My words traveled over seas and across oceans. I’ve already studied how they did all Great Men, anyway! “Rizz” Look what Christ did for us; see what they did to Jesus? I’ve been going through so much, pressure as of lately. Haffi, call pon di(The) Almighty! *Exousia*

“Broken Ribs” – Some broken ribs are not good for companionship nor or they a good conversationist. Their only good to impede progress and stop your growth process. The fire that comes from my mouth is not only words but also the spliff that burns red hot, from thine lips. I here to stir it up! Sometimes some say things: make you wondering if they’re addressing you? I’ve said this before and I’ll say it again: whenever you experience something negative at a small age especially in your teenage hood. After, you’re a centurion or older some with negative energies still will be talking. “Let them talk, keep them talking!” If it doesn’t matter to me, why should it matter to you? Clean/Limpia the/el matter/ yo importo out/afuera your/su eye/ojo first/[primera/primero!

“Broken Ribs” – voices in my head, can not control me! I had to reach Mt. Zion, the Highest Region. You’ll can laugh when I say: they’re messing with Royal mind. But Thy Lord will set things right and I’ll be Free again and my mind will know and acknowledge, “Peace!” Sometimes, I’m exhausted of all the Bull**t! But, out here in the jungles every kings have his thrown. I’m satisfied with my turban, and time(TNT)! I’m still in love with bananas and slice breads. Soon, I’ll have to drop a tune on hot wax. If, human beings don’t try to stop my clock. Stop traveling with weapons, this soldier have no need for Glocks!

“Broken Ribs” – Been having kindnesses handed to me of lately; Thanks! That’s all I should be saying, but everything is two way streets. What you reap, is what you sow! Even though there’s someone pointing fingers at you, we stay positively. The fittest of the fit survive, stay alive! (Legendary, Robert Nesta ‘Bob’ Marley). I’m a healer, who smokes marijuana and pray to the Holy Father. And prescribe herbal medicines to heal from skin, soul and bones(Spiritual, mentally and emotionally). Maybe I’m waiting on my full moon to feel relief I’m on my knees Lord, please! I think the world should know, I loose control so I’m boring now due to the restrictions I’ve place upon myself. *Exousia*

These colors are the true colors of Metatron, Thy Lord in Holy Spirit/the colors of the Universe. These are the colors that represents Jesus Christ, these are the colors we (Humanity) will become once we’re dirt/ back into oneness with Christ (Becoming/reincarnated into Christ). This was the message sent to me many-a-yeats-ago via a “Rainbow Lorikeet” that pitched on top of my head @ or about, the end of the year of 2016 @ St. Catherine, Old Harbor on Burke Road, Jamaica,West indese. Sometimes, the spirits takes awhile to connect when searching too deep.These colors are the true Advent Of Christ colors Thanks to Google I’m able to rekindle moments journied. Whilste B.W.Wing(Blogging While Walking) almost crashed into a light pole. Luckily for my spider senses (3rd eye vibrations)[Forehead].

“Rainbow Lorikeet” –After having a decent conversation with a male companion(Brethren), it’s shown: there are still a few good some people out there. This is reason being I’m always speaking badly of some because I want some good people to know if the evil ones. They all missing love and that’s the key and connection to all humanity – no matter how good or evil humanity is, love is the requirement. *Exousia*

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*Exousia*

“Reminiscent Anecdotes” – can’t promote badness, not even The 90’s! Sometimes, I’ll receive enlightenment and suddenly mysterious answers revealed. Lately, I’ve realized that walking by myself didn’t meant I’m walking alone! Give them an update! Seems all my talking locally is in vain. You know they will, must be hate! Some acting as if they’ve hyperthymesia (HSAM)! Whenever there’s an solar eclipse wheather day or night, it’s the Lord having conversations with someone on earth. Which means The Lord, The Sun can watch us @ night.

“Reminiscent Anecdotes” –Soon I’ll have to ask, AI to write me a few lines from my memway. Who knew my brain was a bigger passageway than a man-wey( a passageway big enough for 1 person in a mine). It’s so difficult working on my life while everyone working against me but because of Christ, I’m prevailing! Some have, no mutual respect for others. How can an entire industry hate against The Little Golden One? Same reasons,why Jesus was crucified! Same old dirty, human ways! Now I’m thinking about what I’ve said before, just listen to the dead’s music!

“Reminiscent Anecdotes” – it’s hard to even try to negotiate peace with, Thy Lord himself!

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