“HSAM” – when all is said than done, it’s mostly vague answers with all honesty will be given. But when it’s negative energies at hand, they’ll join forces! I remember I didn’t have no where to sleep, still do! But I’m greatful for the shelter I’m receiving; Can’t remember when, where, and why was my last real connection through a relationship. It feels as if the world is paralyzed! Or is it me that’s in a totally other earth/universe?

“HSAM” – I am me, all natural/spiritual! I’m on my journey through love via, Jesus Christ! Every journals consist of togetherness through friendship but mines is visi-versa(opposite!) My only knowledge is loneliness because, Christ was my only and still friend; So…, I don’t have to express my strength! Reminiscing, and how I don’t even remember how to swim! At this time I’m venting but my next chapter will be out soon like breaking news @ Exousia- the rest of the story will be told.

“HSAM” – In Conclusion, I will not harp-up feelings. Just won’t text or call so continue with closed-door or underneath -the-tree chat; none bother me! I can already hear all the fakes saying I’m a fraud! Go get skills, and off my nutz! All that negative energy useless, I will stay positively strong! I’m great with failure first(1st.) Not worrying about them whom, mi did plan to shoot; Because mi turn to the Savior who saved, US. Won’t throw away everything I’ve worked so long on. Can’t only pray to God on a Sunday! All these disrespectfulness getting very tiring. Been feeling lately to pause my turban for hustling. But how can I if I’m My Father’s Son (A Preacher Man)? *Exousia*

“Altruistic” – all these stories with all these writings does comes naturally but as I go along. The universe is speaking, the wind(Ritz) is it’s mouth; I’m acknowledging and learning from everything observed and or seen. Never needed any explanations before now: for reasons being I rather, cut off some and just stop speaking or wasting my energy and my entire effort on them. The continual conspiracy and defamation of characters I’ve endured from all, including so- called friends and families; main reasons for loneliness and being alone but now I’m comfortable with it!

“Altruistic” – can be wide range and variety of things in life utilized as tools on our journey. Every thoughts that are violent came to mind: the reflections from The Sun that shineth bright took me down memory lane 3times(3×) has a witness and then I become, sick and exhausted of violence. “Altruistic” – ascaan-to (stated by) to the news, world wide leaders are asking for a humanitarian pause? These are the times when we all of to make exceptions and say, FUCK IT’S! (Whatever!) If it wasn’t for my Father, Jesus Christ, I would give in. So I’m going hard- going-in, to speak more, and more about Love. Thy Lord asked me to show love still but I’m asking or since some considered questions to be assumptions.: I’m assuming to one and all for peace, in order for my energy to recepicate love to all humanity. So I’m greatful to all who I’ve crossed path with that showed love. To some whom has no love, please work on self-love.

“Altruistic” – one of my BM’s, not speaking of Boatswain’s Mate: in surgery praying all the best, wishing everything works to the best in your favor! These Metropolitan browned eyes, broken ribs that I’ve met and been with in the past should just stay in the past. Idiot, Bloodclauth gyal dembeigh! Presently, I won’t be doing any conforming with such trifling ways. MIWS( Money Issues While Spiritual)- finding myself saying things are ok, when I’m sure they’re not ok. Skipping weekly practices of studying The Prophet’s Manual lately. Days comes, days goes by and days past dusk till dawns turned up. It’s upsetting when someone’s grudgeful, malevolent and spleen pushes and pulls on your energy. (Thug-N-War). Was my life even worth being an, “Altruistic”? *Exousia*

“The Little Golden One”- Took my joy, just for your fun! Still on the journey of life with problems that can’t be fixed. I don’t have to sip, drink nor get drunk to start a pissathon. Without money, it’s difficult to get involved with someone in a relationship. Dorito! Dido!( Ritz blew a Doritos bag at my feet) Can’t even see, a real early future lately. Not too sure if it’s the pain or numbness feelings daily. Could have been a ghetto star but it seems of lately, these youths lately rebel against positivity.The saying: ” Heights of great man reach and kept?” That’s where I’m located most time or morning days rising. Because I’m a Prophet, the system determined to keep me from making mind profit. It really feel as if, every human’s fake towards me. Got me wondering in my third-person’s voice: “Am I still a human being?” It seems more and more each day as if I’m straying away from being apart of this race/mankind. Even after tech class their scared, just don’t want me to make a better. (life)

“The Little Golden One” -for everything on earth including the birds and the bees, there’s an earth day( birthday) and a dirt-day(death). For every time, there’s a season. For every questions, they’re reasons. For every raw meat, they’re seasonings. Everything learned, can be taught. Every mind, carries doubtful thoughts. The opposite of a storm is drought. What’s the purpose to be boostful, and hyped to gain clout? What I’m about to say, I’ve said before. As soon as the door is closed, a window is open. Opportunities, sometimes comes once in a blue. Violets are purple and roses are red. Anytime Black people start to show signs of love, they’re hated more and sometimes dirt especially by their own kind. The amount of Love and Mercy Thy Lord has shown me but yet still, humans will never really understand unless they’ve witnessed the Holy Spirit himself. So I’m showing love now, but it comes with conflicting ideas even though that’s not what The Father- said. The Lord, said: “I can’t kill them all show love, still!” The one whom will be forgotten by the world soon is, “The Little Golden One.”

“The Little Golden One” – I won’t give you right when you’re wrong. What’s the reason to act as if someone else is useless, when you are mentally lost? What’s the purpose for fame, if you’re not going to live long to see the glory? Galatians 3:16; 3:28, 29. Have the answers and reasons why Jesus Christ is still alive! ( Book of first Corinthians) According to Jesus, love is the paramount fruit in a believer’s life. (John 16:22,33). (Google). There’re 5 ways to bear the fruit of the spirit:Therefore, as God’s chosen ones, holy and dearly loved, put on compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience” (Colossians 3:12). “The Little Golden One” *Exousia*

“Now, We Came To Past” – not speaking of yesterday, not speaking about last week, last month nor last year. I’m speaking about 11th- 18th through early 19 th centuries. There’s a variety of things on a list that’s in the past for example: strip clubs because there’s entertainment gone mobile. Before diving into the past centuries. Do you know how it feels being 43, humbling asking Police Officers to let me in please? Do you know how it feels to be at this age still jumping turnstiles? Lately it’s been a lot of thoughts leaving me to miss Ms. Mama!

“Now, We Came To Past” – I can hear the sergeant getting upset/ pissed off of the situation I’ve placed myself into. Can’t even accept an hug from certain some kind because of their true intentions. Staying away from some people because, I’m feeling a little schizophrenic. Lord knows I’m trying to show love but sometimes I’m spiritually upset then becomes capital A. Some only draw near so for your weed to share! Sometimes, I’m wondering on the Web till ending in darkness to become FBI profiler. Building self-confidence doesn’t end because of homelessness. Yuh! Big man ting: “a bwoy dem a bwoy up, The Youth From The Mire?”

“Now, We Came To Past” -Wishes of flying on  concords but the Lord have me on a grand course; mind elevated, my brain on outer space tours. Sometimes it’s just one meal but everyday I’m loving the main course. Not an artist nor a musician but music saved my life and keeping me alive! Should’ve wrote the 101 on survival underneath tremendous struggles. Since hearing what’s going on behind closed doors; No longer wondering what’s on human beings, minds. Have plenty of crushes on social media even with the knowledge of their nasty, deviant, sexually, unpleasurable behaviors.

“Now, We Came To Past” -it’s almost time to quite the tobacco and have chalice-times! Unfazed,unbiased, under- appreciated but my only complaints were to my Father. Creating stories lately have been inspired by conversations with some locals. With all intentions of not debating! Lately, I’m honestly stating that I’ve been feeling a little sexually frustrated. Didn’t wanted to live alone nor be alone but it’s just how my life is. Been gifted doesn’t meant that you are to be tested. These rhetorical endings are mostly done adjectively.*Exousia*

“Self-love” – comes at a price sometimes, but it’s important if you’re persistent in carrying -on; morewhile, even while making plans The 5 th spirit chooses otherwise. Smoking and drinking was not considered normal or society standards. By being “The 3 times witnesseth” – I’ve came to an understanding about” The Son-( Christ crucifixion){which points and starts down to the floor};” The Father-( Thy Lord){ The Prince and the Golden Flaming Chariot}[The Sun]which is towards the sky; The Holy Spirit (Metatron)[The 5th spirit of Christ] which starts from the heart then across(parallel); That’s the order he have appeared. I wouldn’t say I was The Chosen 1 because humanity is chosen. But rather The Prophet of The Prophets or The Spiritual 1. “Self-love” -it’s not a competition; it’s not a dual! It’s mainly a lot of do-overs on self-help, self-care, balance and self-propelling progresses.

“Self-love” -can’t be mentioned without proper hygiene. Yet still, some are irritatingly conspiring with my last known where abouts. My only regret was not having a spiritual map while I was a youngster. Life journey is like a great tale, snippets of stories when told properly with fun, tragedies and humors. After the realization of being born has a priest, healer and a psychic certainly my body is rejecting certain things I’m using on an everyday basis. Due to how I’m disturbed got me spinning 3 times in circles trying to reason with Metatron The 5th Spirit Of Christ.

“Self-love” – I’m literally working on it! Within that process, the man of the cloth needs to be more selfish within all fairness. Some will always be confused whenever the white turban is present. My whole life wasn’t navigated but it’s written. I spoke of Jesus Christ, then suddenly I’m a Christian? No! I’m very spiritual and awaken, is not my only reason I’m speaking of our Savior. Our destination are inthiwne, and formulated with similarities; The Lord and I! Every reflection of The Sun that flashes into mine eyes is a reminder that My Father is real! So I’m reflecting on not just some but a lot of, “Self-love!” *Exousia*

“Prophet” – so I’ve just about told the whole wide world I’m a Prophet, The Son Of Israel; The Gaape To God; The Advent Of Christ; The Youth From The Mire; The Representor Of Metatron(The 5 th Spirit -Christ-The Holy Spirit; Epoch! But what if I mentioned that all humans are Prophet’s? All man is connected to God, the Lord, Jesus Christ that represents the soul. Which is the heart that beats. The number of times heartbeats in 60 seconds = 72 times. Therefore, the heartbeats 65 times in 1 second, 18 times in 15 seconds, and 4320 times in 1 hour. The reasons being I’m The Son Of Man; Man Of God! Most of what goes for my spirituality is the same for all mankind. Let he who has ears know: Act 21: testifying to both the Jews(Black) and the Greeks(White), repentance towards God, and faith towards our Lord Jesus Christ. Act:23-24& 27 Save that the Holy Ghost witnesseth in every city, saying that the bonds and afflictions abide me. But none of these things move me, neither count my life dear unto myself, so that I might finish my course with joy and the ministry, which I have received of the Lord Jesus, to testify the gospel of the grace of God. For I have not shunned to declare unto you all the counsel of God. “Prophet” -how ironic is it that I had to learn to write patios after learning Spanish and migrated to The United States Of America.

“Prophet” – I’m enlightened, I’ve came to realize that some black people is prejudiced towards others. Those set of some, causes other races to ending up hating(racist) all black people. The white turbans signifies “Love & Peace”; it’s time to start walking towards The Sun instead of leaving it behind me. So I know it’s only when Thy Lord is ready to return, I’ll be ready for my dirt-day( death). Morewhile, I’m exhausted of these human traits but he’s not! How should a man feel when he’s brave and with courage to accept disrespect because of my Father’s beliefs and principles? I’m sure some’s ways they showed after taking part in slackness to the temple is not marked against your soul! Almost gave up on faith, spirit and everything on or about 2 years ago because of violence inflicted upon I. Nuff time feelings of inducting Malcolm X’s philosophy of “any means necessary” to reach peace but had to remember, leave it with Thy Lord. *Exousia*

“No Sunshine” – how to become a 1 man army and still taking losses for the team? Still in a war even though peace, I’ll reap like peaches. Life is not all roses nor beaches; no money to find groceries. Don’t know or sure what road I’m walking out here. Don’t matter how much love I’ve shown, they can’t see it cause they’re not seeking it! Now I’m wondering, what’s going on with your heart? What’s a regular night? When am I going to write? Started observing some of these, trifling brown eyed heifers; mi start wife up even go against mi energy. Tell them all, I’m over the game their playing and getting hyped up! Anyday nobody can hear from me, that’s when I’ve become a paid writer.

“No Sunshine” – anytime you can stop in traffic on your tippy toes, then there’s no struggles or pressure in life we can’t overcome. Why my heart wasn’t cold? It wasn’t my fault! If I had money, I would have owned a licensed pilot. Not to mention an island but vanity mi nuh like talk. Remembering the times I couldn’t afford a tear drop all when mi try hard. Hayes All Age mi started studying listening! 5′ o’clock dark. MI nuh fraid a people a just mi Lord mi haffi listen-in! It’s still all love, don’t want to start doing clashes with dancehall artists.

“No Sunshine” – they probably would say that: I’m rich and switched but not understanding what I’m going through daily. Left some out since I’ve started walking the right way. Can’t even see families much less kids! When my story is told, some would say it’s paranoia. Listening to what the Lord said but voices still inna mi ears. Everyday, for happiness in search. Doesn’t really matter how many versions of the Adam, Eve,The Apple and The Serpent stories are told, none made any sense! But one(1) thing that counts is that human beings are very curious minded because we accept the knowledge of good and evil instead of just good! Now, that’s the key elements I’ve learned from any versions of Adam and Eve. Jesus Christ is Thy Lord, Father, savior of humanities soul. Unfortunately, I could feel some of the pagans and iniquities energy as if they wish to crucify me as they did thy Father ( Jesus Christ!) * Exousia*

Put The Lord in everything I do; whether pain or joy! “N°.93” – is a African body oil, used as a cologne. We all living in a lie, just waiting on time. Check the weather lately? Only rainy days controlled by government in concert. How can I choose to lower my values? Most of the time just choices to stay, made darkness rises. Everyone became scamm artist in these streets. Yet still, some can’t stay real when I’m around.

“N°. 93” – tried dirt me since I was small ordering beer at bar. Now my brain under pressure, so mi affi talk. Redhead from mi very small; Jesus Christ still ami guard! I wouldn’t speak of what I didn’t knew. True to life and my stories, while still trying to trust even when facing bare hatred. Instead, they should have proud of me from staying out the system but it only made them hate me. Saw the beauty of life but still know darkness.

“N°. 93” – on this journey and not even I, can’t stop this greatness! Lately everyday, my mind been feeling heavy. If I wanted to be a gangster, it would have happened when I was younger. Stay far from them while observing all their negative energy. Stop searching from love while accepting it generically. Smoking still, not giving a thought about some’s opinions nor my priesthood. Wishing Jah, Jah, coulda deh yah fi guide mi! Some times it’s hard to state what’s on my mind, cause it’s a cold world. Mind filled with jealousy and grudges but still have to fight, keep a positive vibes.

“N°. 93” – most won’t live till that number. Some wishing board boxes made from lumber. Used to the pain so I’m numb now! Again.. I need me time for self. No have nightmares in awhile but insomnia keep me up still. I done fell for the, I love you and tear drops. Felt compassion till time turned into running. When some saw joke, I’m still not smiling. Done see how some treat me after I’ve been nice. Don’t want to hide the glory but don’t want to tell everybody. Like Chronic Law, led my life crazy but with faith. Now I’m broken up it’s just the Lord leading! *Exousia*

Lord, sometimes I held my head high and looked up to the sky. Wondering! But, knowing that it’s the journey I’ve walked and paths took. Why the the spiritual 1 in the park after Sun down? My writing skills should be @ a level of quantity but the environment I’m surrounded by exposure of sort or such: ” different kind of level”. I’m not a hater but only a lover of 2 pac rhymes. “Set My Mind Free!” -Lost touch of hope for everything I’d once loved. Start out as a splif tail, but I’ll let you know when I’m off that level, so I give back when I can! These past years seems as if I’ve been on the run without committing a nefarious act.

“Set My Mind Free!” -at times it’s quite hard to hold a steer because of fear of exposure to hypnosis! I’ve already said that there’s a lot to say and I meant every word. Dotting my I’s, crossing my t’s plus adding big words to my verberages. Getting, fruits blended and smooth; not a very good dancer but I still keep it smooth. Use to be an hot- head. yeah! very rude. Rude boy days done now, peace and love is my groove. Sitting with lots of weed but no food; mistaken kindness for weakness, now you wish to take me for a fool?

“Set My Mind Free!” – sins all I’ve known, but now I’m studying peace on Ephraim just as a school. Knots, bolts and screws! Washed away blessings but for me it’s only conspiracy that convey me. Words runs as currents, spoken as join-up! Go figures! I have no figures but still a Great nigha, stop hanging with Gold diggers. Further more, I don’t want to travel with grave diggers! This open hearted thesis coming straight from the brain via words through ink pon paper; Testing my strength as a skillarchie! Compassion combined with mixed feelings couldn’t leave out emotions. Fair, just, trust, truth, won’t mention loyalty but search up: “Benji Maestro Myaz’or ‘Loyal Flame.’ Heard a few words through the guss of Ritz. I ain’t mad, it’s still all love but need some time out from all these earthly duties as Epoch.*Exousia*

“Own Ways” -if I had a choice and a chance to write my own book of scriptures, it would be different: it would speak of Christ and the gaape between humanity; that whether rich or poor, educated or illiterate we tend to forget what the heart is? How we were created? Who Jesus Christ is? What’s the 5 th spirit? What are souls?My practice? How to become a gentleman not a gangster!

Whilst sitting on the corner of E 29 th St and 2 nd Ave in New York, New York with my head wrapped in turbon: I realized that there’re some on Ephraim who is as lost as I once was. I speak of spirituality while some will hate, even some that are church members. It’s really nothing as Marriott Hotel Lobby as my study hall! So I’m already keeping in mind, that Thy father already said: “I have no friend on earth, not even a pastor can be my friend!” So I’m Leary! “Own Ways” – whatever you think about you bring about but when it comes down to the nastiness the mind still ventures. So are we free? Do we make our own choices?

“Own Ways” –if we all had our own choices this world would be just as Amsterdam! Lately being seeking inspiration but my only hope is to look to my left and speak to Thy Lord! Then search the Prophet’s Manual for my answers. If not the elements, animals, insects, birds, plus the entire universe speaks to me! Some times it’s like po po in Greek language!

“Own Ways” – the light and appearance of the 5 th spirit – metatron was like the doctors in Harlem hospital who saved Dr Martin Luther King’s life in 1958 from a stabbing straight through my very souls and rooted in my veins. Thoughts of the wolves in sheep clothing but only got bitten by plenty of snakes in human forms. They be-friend you to take your life; when you denied their friendship, they still wish to take your life. They give you a hug, just to plant the knife in your back ( back-stabbers). My conscience, will never be freed until the day my soul returns to the Almighty and becomes 1 with Thy Lord, and Savior – Jesus Christ within the 3rd heaven’s.*Exousia*