What humans have done to my mind, thoughts and freedom is “Nefarious”- if it has done to me it could have been done to a whole lot. People don’t go mad, someone drove them there without a fare. I have a pictorial mind just as a child. Haven’t cypher anything from The Prophet’s Manual, in awhile .That some could considered as learnedness. Defenestration of fear, out the window. Anything that carries something is a vessel. The body is a vessel of Jesus Christ! I had to navigate my life without a compass. But compassion was my greatest gift from birth. Been on a US Navy vessel for years, traveled around Ephraim from berth to berth. My greatest gift have now became a curse.

“Nefarious” – bringled for awhile but still staying humbled. Been putting 1+2 together while cursing the creator – blasphemy! 3 rd day rise: every 3 day is a cycle through quontom time. But every day as a man die so a baby is born. So how does society view a man without a doctorate, master’s or bachelor’s? Speaking of learnedness, I’ve been judged by family members: so-called friends; even my broken ribs ababjahnie has there own negative input. So do I ignore the voices in my head?

“Nefarious” -how is it a man is set out on a biblical journey with Ephraim knowledge of it? When the privacy of being on commodes, isn’t private at all! These are the times, when 1+2 is not equal to 3: but 12. Mentally, I’ve traveled where no man has ever been. Physically, I’ve been places where a lot of some can’t! Some doesn’t understand so they tell story but the answers to your questions is in the stories.

“Nefarious” – scars won’t heal and wounds too deep. Left the temple to elevation spiritually because pain is real, in too deep . Farout south but not way out yonder. It’s hard to keep relationships when government plus entertainment industry fucking with my private thoughts writing movie scripts and songs! Capitalism gone way too far, to the era of 16th-18 th century. Loading my mind with negativity, disgusting thoughts. Now I’m wondering, was I created too soon or was it too late? It’s not inconsistency nor writers blocks but the chemistry in relations amongst Lord, the universe plus man and I. Have me thinking, I wish I had data blocks. *Exousia*

Too exhausted of telling some, ” Suck yuh madda, politely” so I haven’t written a thesis in a while. “Reprieve” – I won’t have the luxury of! Haven’t read The Prophets Manual in a while, but I have spoken with my Father! Bedding, dirty Diana having me wondering if my broken ribs is trustworthy? No ” Reprieve”- for being a whore so it becomes the death of me! Families and so- called friends went against me rather than standing beside me.

“Reprieve” – Son of a sinner so I’m drenched in the pouring rain. Time to pick up the pieces, packed and ready to carry-on! Ain’t feeling any love from noone since of lately. As h20 dripping off my bearded face, never felt so cold. The world is ever shiveringly cold, in need of a blanket. Guessing it’s never a good idea dating all these dirty Diana’s. How can I speak of love, while I’m seeing notting but warfare’s? How can I trust again, while everyone is a liar? Once some start to use and use you because of humbleness and kindness, it’s best to separate yourself so you won’t be dragged down in the net. These voices in my head can’t be separated, so I’ve elevated my thoughts as concepts. What’s the purpose of treating someone kind, while they’re back-stabbing you? The love wasn’t there from the beginning, so it’s hard for some to show a little tenderness and care.

“Reprieve” – There’s no love of self, so it’s hard for some to show sympathy. If I told you that I’ve dug my own grave, I’ve done it already. Life here on Ephraim has gone aray and awire. I’ve called on my father above in the 3 rd heaven to wash away iniquities. Restore my love for and against humanity. If this was ever a prayer. I’ve been seeing this universe in a different perspective than all my peers. How is it so? Why can’t people, wake up and realize that the 5 th spirit is always around. Watching every step and listening to every single words. My birth alone, signifies greatness!*Exousia*

“Phases” – “Ritz” – blew left a sense of cool touch while my eye lashes dangling while The American Flag flew on stretches open. My mind creating a picture of art painting images within the eye retinol. The old me is old news, don’t wanna loose my cool at all. Even when I told the truth, some think I’m lying. If you listen to yourself after you shout then you’ll understand how horrible it sounds then you wouldn’t shout! There’s no love in mankind’s heart anymore, I’ve seen so many fall to violence in our journey through life. “Phases” – too many Kings, no wolves nor sheeps so there’s no need for a shepherd as myself, jobless. As if a Teyana Taylor – “Wake up Love” -1 too many piano touches at the ending. No, 1 is perfect! So many said as been said before.

“Phases” – the ribs of men left heels @ home; they wishes to do what they, just want to do! Just how they do! “Girls just wanna have fun!” Life sometimes can be a drag. How does animals, insects and other creatures plus etc, etc, and etc, thinks of human beings? How I wonder! Still, hearing sirens from distance until the sound traveled closer than far! Mentally, I’ve been challenge. But all at once my thoughts wondered and pondered upon to infinity! How weak am I but yet still, I’ve stayed strong straight until the end. I’ve went in flames of infinity as a phoenix bird now I’m immortal! Standing 5″3+1/4 of inches.” Phases”- of life once upon Ephraim: traveled once as many but to infinity as an immortal, yes that’s the sacrifices of Jesus Christ! Now I’m disabled constant pain, so I’ve left my mind to do the hard work as a slave is man human sacrifice. I’m the spirit of God! On the 5 th, I was born. So, check your numbers. Twice been reviewed, no questions. Because, this ain’t an interview! *Exousia*

Until the start of retirement, I’ll be stuck at this level. “Waterproof” – forget about upgrading to an iphone, before retiring. Be ready for changes when it comes knocking on your door! The way government messes with the weather, keeps the rain pouring down. Got to gear up for these conditions as a matter of fact, “Waterproof.” Coping me a pants and it got to be , “Waterproof.” Ababajahnie/ family: it’s always nice to be a participant observer while getting together. Not all bloods are brethrens but when it gets down to love and peace even while broke as hell it still feels good. But me on my own though, so adapted in my crisis. They thought I’ll be silent but God bless! I adapt! “Waterproof” – becoming an author and I’m feeling my Denzel. For everytime i fail, I’ve bounced back as Savage 21- real 1! “Waterproof” – “Royal” -define in Espanol as real, sometimes the world can feel so small. Sometimes I’ve missed going out @ sea.

I pray to Thy Lord, Jesus Christ. I love him so much till the morning I’m in the, dirt! Been on this journey called life. Now is the time to let my foot steps receding. Hath not the potter power over the clay, of the same lump, to make 1vessel into honour and another to dishonour. ( Roman 9:21)(Roman 13:1):- Let every souls be subject unto the higher powers. For there is no power but of God: the powers that be are ordained of God. ( Roman 13:3) For rulers are not the terror to good works but to the evil. Wilt though then not be afraid of the power? Do that which is good, and thou shalt have praise of the same.*Exousia*

Being violent is considered gangster for some in that case then I’m, “J-Walking.” Leave me alone cause all my pain makes me strong. Not going to make my heart endure too much pain cause my heart bleed. I’m “J-Walking” – that’s how I use to get down! I’m M.I.A. in JA. but wasn’t an American born and I’ve always wondered how it is living in the UK. Need some bud from dusk till dawn not only on weekends. Just the trees and you? Yes! While writing I’ve got to the understanding, of music and how far dancehall have reached. Once you’ve seen your destiny, it’s hard to fake it.

Soon you’ll see and fully understand how he has created it and this universe. God fell in love with human which he created. Why we all feel used? We are all here to serve mankind. He is lightning and thunder itself! We only have 1 rights and it’s to choose. Once I’ve seen the light, it didn’t strengthen my faith but with time? I’m better! Tired of, “J-Walking.” Looking up everyday to the sky. They’ve tried to dirt me off. When will it done? When will the war and violence done? Once our mindset on violence our true weaknesses has set in overdrive. When will we overcome?

“J-Walking” – thank you Lord for all your angels that surrounds me. Thanks to the Most High, for all you have showed me. Why they messed with my mind? I know they are watching me! I’m greatful to be part of Thy Lord, great big master plan. He never said to me the ” kid is not my son!” Instead he say: “Son” and I will start my saying: “Thy Lord” – thanks for accepting me after all this torture I’m enduring from human beings on Earth. Cause you care for me, he never broke my heart so don’t look at me with disrespect. He showed me everything that will happen. Then this means, I don’t have a regular mind frame. The irregularities of the brain after the infliction of pains. Keeps me sane far from the zone of physco but right on the border line of insane. It’s like welcoming mats, stenciled with paws and claws. “I can do everything through him who gives me strength.” – Philippians 4:13. “J-Walking” My stories are my journies and my confessions! *Exousia*

“2 Doves”: flew by; I can imagine a window sill. The Sun shining bright but I’m writing while it’s raining. The mourning doves made coo sounds in the backgrounds. Never Again Volunteer Yourself but your life is created to do amenities for others. “2 Doves” -The Cardinal birds have such pretty bright orange and red colors. Still wondering what it meant in a spiritual aspect, why that pretty little bird had pitched ontop of my crown. “2 Doves” – it’s really difficult to organize once you’re always on the move. To become stable should be a goal set in life cause it’s so uneasy in these streets. Each morning rised, is a blessing from Thy Lord and savior above and beyond all. “2 Doves” – blessed mine eyes to see the rise and fame of many men. Some even wishes death upon me as Curtis Jackson’s and his lawsuit for enhancement defamation.

“2 Doves” – I stand out when it’s raining and pray it stops sometimes; But while indoors, I hope he doesn’t stop his rain. When I’m supposed to hear the trumpets, instead I’m hearing noises. The bass from a beat tumped hard from a near by car. “2 Doves” – risen by a Rose from the dark to light, images of “Bud-Lite-years.” I Rose, could’ve won hearts. I traveled with 1 heart, sneezing true words! Letters are so fragile, have to be careful where you place words. To fight a urge sometimes is as if you’re fighting against demons. “2 Doves” – getting it synchronized and parallel in “2 Doves” styles! Place your order, japanese style cooking fresh from the start while you’re observing at a lost of words. It’s as if it’s a machine we’re driving here. All out-of-order numbers. “Bright and facesie!” Sending nothing but love from peace to all but only if I could say, some are undeserving. I’m as a sign. to a squirrel crossing the street via a power line. 2 thumbs-up! “2 Doves”

Sometimes, images of the mind can come to light which is real magical powers of subconsciousness. Why are we chosen? Why do we speak? Why are we Christ children? Why are some unaware? Why are all these questions still? “2 Doves” – inspirations comes from all creatures and elements of life that’s big and small. As sure as the water that consist of oceans floor to a river or lake. Have you ever watched a bird flying straight @ yuh? I can’t be a stupid, so I’m writing everything I can remember and witnessed. Why do I still love taking long walks? Throughout the difficult patches in life comes our short lived glories. Simple pleasures is all that we are measuring. Ephraim is the only planet of the trillions that have gravity so why wasting time measuring? Enjoy life, Fun life and Love life. (EFL of Life) “2 Doves” *Exousia*

Never grew up in riches remember, it’s in a mire we were born; no aggression, we don’t have rage. We don’t do what it takes to be a psychopath. Just that alone driving me, “God Mode!” It would be gruesome. For sure! Like a yard that got swept, took steps back! Just has walking the streets stepping on 1, 2 all 3 colonies! Dirt the whole families of ants! Just as if we very, very. “God Mode!”

Choose Peace and Love as a way out of being, “God Mode!” Left It once and ain’t been back; We just push him away. We all deserve better! How do I get shit off my mind? Straight pure, no fluoride! Dear: God! Jokes on us! I’m just watching the herbs that I smoke as if I’m on diet! “God Mode!” -here’s to searching and find; I’m being searching and search but still I can not find. “God Mode!” – if it was you who have save love and then to see it all at a lost. If it was you, who have saw Thy Lord, as the Son(Christ on the cross), Thy Lord and savior (The Sun’- The creator), and Metatron, his Holy Spirit – you too would be, “God Mode!”

“God Mode!” -you won’t be free until you’ve found peace and we can not be free without love. I’ve search and search to find words before just to say what I really needed to say. Now, words have set my mind free of all traps till there’s no way for me to pretend. We are all born, saved. Cause Jesus is King! There’s no secret here, cause I would’ve done given it away. But we’re only good as we will ever be, some has given up and others threw their freedom away. I took my mind on a power trip but back then, it was just something to do. As if, Royal working magic:”being picturing Janet Jackson mentally, “I was standing on the corner, my head wrap with a white turbon while, I’m waving while she’s pulling into 1 of her shows.” “God Mode!” *Exousia*

I was furious about the cyber intrusion of my mind and private life so I’ve intended to proceed with a, “Paradox Mindset.” My thoughts are booked solid with some who I’m trusting but they’re still unable to love. I’ve worked hard all my life but yet still, life’s ahead of me with plenty of the journey’s left to fulfill. I’ve lived all the days of my life with zero days left to nonsensical arguments. The birds are still chirping and I’m still trying to write songs from aesthetical noises.

“Paradox Mindset” – The Sun shines his brightest on all my gloomy days. The Moon shines brighter but I haven’t seen it in awhile. When can the irrelevance be relevant? When will the some asleep be awaken? What about life before coming to America? What about space and time? Where will I travel? When will my mind, be set free? I have given them the keys to Pandora’s box. When my spirit has become freed, it will be the end of the world! How is my teachings? How do we find any answers to some questions? It’s as if we’re focusing on sirens in the distance. Just as how a geese communicates without sounds by a shake or nod of the head. Head is an Egyptian title word for Rassie when studying Greek or Latin is “Just!”

“Paradox Mindset” -in Hebrew Xhosa- “God is gracious.” Rosanna is graceful Rose! Once your name is law itself, the world is going to throw you off the hinges. Learn what your name means cause you’re already living the life. Once the government has no use for you then in turn they’re useless. Some knowledge are known but we all knows that the show must goes on. What’s the difference between a bunny rabbit and a squirrel? Some still can’t tell the difference apart from an alligator to a crocodile. How comes, memories are stored in the mind and not the heart. These are the days when artists intruding on some people’s mind and thoughts, to create their best platinum records. Different purposes are the only answers to most of the question of a, “Paradox Mindset.” *Exousia*

“Some a leaf, some are branches and some are the dry root for the fire but I and I, a the ‘Root” Just as some are wolf in sheep’s clothing. “Many are called, but few are chosen.” There should be a manual other than the streets to show you, how to survive in the mire? When you’re left without secrets then there’s no light to be shined in the dark. But only barefooted in the lights at all time. “Root” – can’t be mention without Congo, Natty-dread-locks! Where I have to reach!? I normally throdding on feet! Which is a longway. “Root” – giving me time to intertwine with nature at it’s best.

“Root” – love and still spreading peace, faith and hope till eternity. Which gives me a thousand and 1 thoughts traveling with care. Cause we ain’t going to always have things our way. It’s amazing to observe a geese protecting it’s young fowl without arms. It feels gracefully to still meet some with great energy for the love of Jahovah! “Root” – everything has it’s purpose and it’s reasons. Changes is a certainty once you’re not untrue. A true personality is all about the changes along life’s journey. All I ever tried seeking was love and sympathy. Once you’ve seen the holy spirit, it’s a much greater light. Paradise, nirvana’s way of showing us that the universe is communicating without mankind’s awareness. “Root” – what started the race? Was it the ego mankind needed to feed? The sounds of nature and humanities electro-magnetic energy via mankind is rooted but only by truth under The Sun.

“Root” – lifted up the hearts of mankind so Ephraim could reap greatness before death. Life is rougher than rough and tougher than tough. Jahovah youths just stand firm and let him shineth his lights brightest on us. Now is not just some but in you and I, all! Enjoy new relationships with brand new ventures and erase negative memories. Stay stress free, with strictly positiveness. Listen some reggae or your favorite genres including blues……! Though my thesises are extemporize, I still write-on…….! I’m writing some more, so I can hear Jah knocking on my “Root” by the door. *Exousia*