“Black Thoughts” – After sustaining all these injuries, it’s no longer proper to sleep on my side. Which is safe to say, life will never be the same again. It’s been more than vicennial since, I’ve worn “Loving”- (Fila- love, respect and kindness to self and others.): Was my calling, just didn’t open the door when it had a crack halfway. It was my calling just wasn’t patient to adhere to; it was my calling just couldn’t find the right words at the right time to express self. Like I’ve never had my heart torn wide open. It was my calling, but I’ve missed the call when the phone rang.Like I’ve never cried before. It was my calling, if I knew what a niche was. Sometimes I’ll be great speaking in freestyle a poem or story but later on, forgotten the whole process. What I’ve been complaining about Jamaica, West indese was probably the same thing done to Princess Diana’s driver. That caused her life. Honestly, I’ve fought tooth and nail of how impeccable my spelling abilities were. But my mathematics was way less than 1\2 the equation of a pie greater than, the circumference of truth. Unconditional love, is scarce. My grandma, Miriamnet Lindsay2 always said: “you’re going to be late for your own funeral.” Now it all makes sense. Replacing The Prophet with AI. After they’ve killed me, as The Prophet’s Manual stated: “I’ll be left in the streets for 3 days.”
“Black Thoughts” – What’s limits or fears? When I’m here to learn and teach(learnedness)the whole nation. Been working lately with a nutritionist: nutrients not nutriments; supplements not supplegens. Even James J Peters Veterans Administration Pharmacist has rizz: “NUT URE”. Prescriptions ready! Some comes from the bathroom without washing their hands but some goes to the bathroom to wash their hands. Trauma can cause memory losses to the point of you, changing your first name unknowingly. From 1 through the whole wide world,Thy Lord made me apart of his: “Master’s Plan(MP)!” There’s always hatred remarks regarding the way my story is shared: which is fround upon as if not that, of importance. Sometimes it’s so much mental intrusion and controversy, from some whom evidently: “Don’t know how to, mind their business!” After taking a picture with my mentor and Sean ” P-Diddy”Combs, it seems as if he got more famous than he was. LoL! Speaking within my philosophical limitations to a mad man, resume by disrespect and disregards. Whenever it gets to this point I’m turning up my spiritual chants.
Jehovah-Raah (the Lord my Shepherd) …
Jehovah-Jireh (the Lord my Provider) …
Jehovah-Shalom (the Lord my Peace) …
Jehovah-Rophe. (the Lord my healer)… Jehovah -Shammah (the Lord is there)… Jehovah -Rohi. (God our Shepherd)…
“Black Thoughts” –The Prophet Manual stated that I was created to make his praise glorious. (One- hundred and forty- four thousand babies)-Prophet’s and Prophetesses will survive by the Mercy of Thy Lord. Once The Golden Flaming Chariot(The Sun/Thy Lord) hits Ephraim on doomsday. That’s how the world will restart, with those babies.(The longest liver will live to tell and will understand the languages of the 3rd heaven’s). When chants became, choruses. While the world is upside down, I’m standing upright still. After doing dirt(wrong) without getting caught, red handed? There’ll always be hatred amongst some within the mire. Whenever you stick your hands to the side, the wind(Ritz) starts to blow or picked up speed. The Golden Flaming Chariot was the first vehicle ever made, but Mercedes Benz paid goggle for that spot? Praying and hoping not to be cast away within the pits of darkness comes judgement day, by Joshua, Yahweh, The Savior, Thy Lord, Jesus Christ, Almighty, Jah!In Conclusion, the world will end and began within 3 days. *Exousia*
