“Elymas”

I have been dubbed in many names even as a magician. Barnabas and Saul never spoke of sex and church so I’ve been told, “I’ve perverted it.” Thy Lord still bring out the best in me. Man to man is still unjust. You still don’t know who to trust. The only thing that has changed is the fact that it’s not only, your friends who know your secret. If life was just like my cousin’s Ven fried chicken from May Pen Market. Everything would be perfect! I think back on all the physical, verbal and mental abuses over the years and gets irritated. As I’ve said before if I have committed plagiarism it’s because my stories have already been written. These stories I’ll also share from other resources in my opinion of better yet, opinions of me. I should be crying but I just can’t let it go. These are for all the years I should have said something but didn’t. Furthermore, experience comes with age and wisdom comes via humility. If anybody got their ways or say in how their stories are shared, is me. If I was a singer, I would be giving it the best that I got. When can I be able to afford VRBO? I’m in financial drought, compared to someone in the music or any industry. Where’s my lover’s rock? Who can I cling to that’s of the human flesh? Somewhere in my sadness, I know only The Lord completes me. He’s the one I called on during the storm. The one I’ve been leaning on while my leg and my arm are damaged. If I could, I would fly to Paris for dinner. There can’t be fate without destiny and there’s no destiny without faith. Wanting to mimic a feeling from outward bound but ended up, far out! Outcasted by my country while my human rights have been violated, until my thoughts are in the open atmosphere. Since people want to play head games, I’m going to stay to myself mostly. Since some are not understanding, I’m going to still write and share my stories. I can tell you how upset I was, when I was denied retirement. Then I will say that living a good life isn’t a requirement before you die. The more I investigate who Christ is, the more I find out who I am. My father is The Son Of Israel, and I am, Bar-Jesus. *Exousia*