“Are You Receiving?”

With all the trauma I’ve endured, I’m still a kind hearted person; I’ve learned to forgive but don’t forget. Do you know when a panic room is useless? When the house is around it, is completely burnt to the ground. Wishing I could live life as if you knew who I am, you wouldn’t pull the trigger. I guess I’m more like my Dad than I would like to admit. I am him the more I tried not to be. Mind’s desperate to feed. Voices seem not to seize with repeats on and on endlessly. I’m not Joe Carroll from The Following, leading Sunday’s services without amenities. What’s the point of thinking about death while there’s life to live while you’re alive? Life isn’t happy ever after. Been a long while waiting timely overdue. How do you survive? When you have a lot to accomplish and nothing going on for you. From an ironic perspective, I’m stating what I have to say in my thesis via blog even though I don’t feel like speaking. I see it in your eyes you don’t want to be bothered. I ain’t your favorite rapper. I’m kinda ready to be a grandpa. Keep hearing about the love as medicinal. Love is so amazing. Tell the world, Jesus save me! If you can’t be with the one you love, love the one you’re with. Sometimes before one creates, one must first destroy. It’s about what you are. Sometimes you feel it, you can’t see it; confidence! What makes up the Ephraim constellation, maybe a clock for some other planet. It seems as if Thy Lord has thrown everything he got for me at me. Hope is strong but hope doesn’t get you everything you need. I’ll be alright, one way or another. A man is not what he thinks he is, he is what he hides and I have nothing to hide. Sometimes it seems no one can get through to you, to me not even them. If you don’t see someone, that doesn’t mean no one is there. You will have to face yourself again in a moment of terror. Knowledge is power, it is what we should all be seeking. If you’re looking for a book that doesn’t open? It’s me, I am! I’m all in like Stan, Abe and Clay. “Are You Receiving?” *Exousia*