“Rose’s Lullaby”

I know I’m not too late on sharing my stories and letting some understand who I am and who is Christ, Jesus. What does it mean to mankind and what good is it to humanity. My mind is doing things that my vessel can’t afford. Been working on self so now I’m @ the Veteran Administration (VA) 5 days a week. When it comes to myself, my is a given so I speak of self. Normally there’s a lot on my mind to speak about but at this time, it’s hard to scramble words. Having been eating breakfast but that’s a matter of fact. @ the dentist now to see Doc. Nothing more uncomfortable than having your mouth open for so long. The Sun is rising and it looks like rain is in disguise. Are you surprised? It seems we made it through another day. Right now it’s 10:15 A. M. and my mouth is numb. Oh, ho, ho, ho… Some did try taking Royal’s life. This really isn’t a laughing manner. I know getting busted down from E-5(BM-2) to E-3(BMSN) Surface Warfare (SW) is part of why I’m considered a failure to some. But I was good at my job and happy with who I’ve become. I’m a self pro-claim Author, Philosopher and Prophet not authenticated as yet by the government. When you’re hurt by some and don’t want to be bothered by people. Now feelings change you have to love some even if you don’t like people. Feeling so much chemistry sometimes with some but in the mood to keep things professional. It seems as if they’ve used word of mouth to destroy people. I remember every word said to me when I was sick in my mind. You cannot live this long and not be stubborn. Jesus said: “I’m the way, truth and light.” Good youth trapped by a system. But yet still, they’ll try to fight against one person. Once you’re around nothing but fraudsters, it’s hard for people to see realness in you. You can’t be the truth if you can’t pronounce your name re`al. They want to close our eyes, silence our voices and deaf our ears. Because they have taken the tools away from us to learn with the exception of Google. Sometimes I feel like running away to space, beam me up Scottie! Even Chinese say speak English when they don’t understand the code you’re using. Been using Kickoff to save some money and watch my credit growth. I’ve realized that I’m trapped. So what do I do? Accept my fate. There’s nowhere to run, no one to protect me. All the fear is out of my system and out the window. Can’t knob the gate like a horse. The only reason I’m afraid of heights is because I think I can fly. I kick rocks, I’ve never stopped. Sometimes you have to place time in writing just like seasoning for food and thyme. In an investigation details matter, no matter if it’s small. The numbers always tell the story. Numbers like I said always tell the score. If some were a fraction, they’ll be sloppy work. I’m not a pine blueberry, I didn’t grow up in Jersey. I would say a lot of things but I know not of God. Who is Marry? Walking the life, lived in the Bible. Welcome to, “Rose’s Lullaby.” *Exousia*