“Nihilistic”

I went through my youthfulness and teenager years as a nihilistic till on or about 33 years old. Now at present times, I would consider myself a wit. Had a lot of recollected memories from the back catalog. Christ saved my life, more than once. I always ended up in trouble because of distractions of deep thoughts. Include, all aboard? @ the conclusion of every statement. Question? Them! As, if it’s an NBA game: Lakers Vs. Celtics- always classic even virtually, always creating historic. Yuh(you) nuh (don’t) haffi( have to) Einstein it! Why can’t we be, like story book children? Whist some fighting against Epoch; some fighting against Royal; some fighting Exousia; some fighting self without knowing and some fighting etc, etc, etc. “Nihilistic just know when it’s my time, I’m not going to be able to say ‘ good night everyone!” “Nihilistic”:- even though I’m Christ via his heart. I can’t consider myself Christ, cause he is king. I’m a struggler who struggles but my only struggle became me has I’m laid in a mortuary. Now I’ve survived to live a life, living as a gluten for punishment. Missing pieces of childhood memories is a thing left in the past. Nothing but the future grasped, gripping me to knowing what I’ve only just learned in this present time. The presentation began and my temple was the host. The heart is alienated, distance from the mind. Walking the journey, without a starting point and ended up on a dead end street. Thinking back to the Prophet’s Manual, the life I was living is biblical. I was ready for changes but the world changes it’s course. Deeply in my head, my mind is swimming with thoughts. I speak of Christ and now they want to war? Warlocks and witches, time well spent just to make riches. Good thing this is 1 instance, where I won’t be judged for my deeds on Ephraim. So you asked, who do I think I am? I’m the son of man, Son Of Israel walking with the just and unjust. Up to this day and date, some will take the place of the nihilistic. With a whiff of Jasmine’s flower, I’ve been trying to figure out how much further back into the 15-18 th century we’ve spun to? Cause this world keeps spinning and spinning. I’ve seen: The Father, The Son and The Holy-Spirit all apart but the only source is Christ. I became a wit, witnessed and showed mercy upon by my King and Thy Lord Jesus Christ. *Exousia*